Mar 23, 2005 18:47
hey guys and umm people,
you know i right in this thing and my friends read it but they don't post in it. they like to call or talk to me on mesanger about it. i think it is weird. it don't look like anyone reads this thing but they do. but anyways.
i waqs at the mall the other day with a friend of mine and we werre shopping (duh) but anyways we went into hot topick....... (and i can just hear some of you now you shop at hot topic) yes just for the shirt though. but anyways them we went to pac sun (i love that store) but i got some stuff there and spent like 58 dollars. what is wong with me. i have to stop buying everything that i see. well then we went to old navy......(don't say anything either) i only buy jeans there and that is it i promise..... but i did not buy any yet. i did that online. anyways i was going to tell you something...... oh i saw this guy there that looked just like the guy that i have a crush one but the funny thing was he looked exactly like him..... but it wan't him. so i was like is that shane and my friend was like no i don't think it is. i had to do a double take and i was talking about shane anyways so i just shut up just in case it was him. but it wan't and im glad it wasn't. anyways..........
i had to work today how much fun. i can't complain that much i keep a 8 month old baby boy. it is not hard at all and it is so much fun. but he can cry his lungs out. anyways........ (ok my friends are going to think im a little weird)
the other night me and my parents had a hug fight. and i mean HUG. i wanted to go some were and it was like 8:30 at night and my dad said it was to late to go anywere. but i said that was not fair and i lost my temper. and i started to yell and say you don't trust me and you are treating me like im 12. and im not 12 i will be 21 in a couple of months.....(YAY!!!!!!!!!) can't come soon enough. but june 25th is like in the midle of the year so it is going to be slow. but anyways. and for me losing my temper my mom threw water on me. so in return i slamed the door in her face. well my dad did not like that so he came in my room with a belt teling me he was going to beat me. now let me tell you this right now my dad is mean and i fear my dad like i should. but sometimes i think the fear is a little much. i love my dad but i have seen first hand what he can do, not me but i have watched my brother and it is not preety. don't get me wrong you guys my dad is a great guy. just not so great when his temper gets really out of control. if you know what i mean. but he don't do it t hat offten. it is all just peachy around here.... for now.anyways.......
i was watching Bring It On today and i noticed something i didn't notice before. it was that they play Mest (wich is a kick ass band) at the begining of the movie and i have watched it so many times that i should know that already. but i never really payed any attention to it. then i heard it and i was like im such a big dork. i called my friend and we were laughing about it. so she called me a dork and i was like noooooooo im just weird. but that is just me. im the weird one that gets called a dork....anyways..............(i really got to stop this)
well i have nothing else to say to you people...... but i love you alll........(lol that was random and i never meet a stranger im from florida (South florida) so what do you expect that it just how i am )
i wrote this for my cousin Lyndsey i really don't have to explain it. it does that itself
Loved Him So
She loved him so,
But he never felt the same,
To him it was nothing but a game,
she played along,
becuase she loved him so,
things were going great,
Till she came back in his life,
And he loved her so,
She don't know what to do,
She needs to move on,
But she don't know how,
Her heart is shatered,
Everything is changed,
Nothing is ever going to be the same between them,
They can't go back,
It would be to hard,
She always dreamed of a guy like him,
But all dreams can't come true,
She will never be his,
She desirves so much better then that,
But she loves him so.
^_^leslie