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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok now that i got it out. i think i might be alittle better. im life is fucking shit right now. and i have no clue what to do. what to say or damn how to act. this is so hard. just looking at my brother (poor thing) just brakes my heart. he has always been the strong one out of the two of us and now all he can do is fall apart. it hurts so fucking much. i can't sleep i barely eat. same with him. he has lost so much weight. he said to our mom how can you hate someone that you love so much. and that is so true. how can you do that. but the sad thing is he does hate her that much. but one day he will hate her then love her. say nothing is wrong then say i don't know how im going to go on without her. he don't know ifhe is coming or going. he is emotionaly shot right now. i just pray that he makes this. so like i said living lofe day by day. and this was a bad day.
^_^leslie
"Shell Of Myself"
the nightmares not over.
the sky is still covered.
the blood that we both spilled.
the night that we last shared.
[Chorus]
lately i've been a shell of myself can't you see?
i can not hold back the feelings of fear within me
this nightmare has no end.
the walls still black and red.
this figures haunting me.
this fears consuming me.
[Chorus]
lately i've been a shell of myself can't you see?
i can not hold back the feelings of fear within me. [x2]
ok now that i got it out. i think i might be alittle better. im life is fucking shit right now. and i have no clue what to do. what to say or damn how to act. this is so hard. just looking at my brother (poor thing) just brakes my heart. he has always been the strong one out of the two of us and now all he can do is fall apart. it hurts so fucking much. i can't sleep i barely eat. same with him. he has lost so much weight. he said to our mom how can you hate someone that you love so much. and that is so true. how can you do that. but the sad thing is he does hate her that much. but one day he will hate her then love her. say nothing is wrong then say i don't know how im going to go on without her. he don't know ifhe is coming or going. he is emotionaly shot right now. i just pray that he makes this. so like i said living lofe day by day. and this was a bad day.
^_^leslie
"Shell Of Myself"
the nightmares not over.
the sky is still covered.
the blood that we both spilled.
the night that we last shared.
[Chorus]
lately i've been a shell of myself can't you see?
i can not hold back the feelings of fear within me
this nightmare has no end.
the walls still black and red.
this figures haunting me.
this fears consuming me.
[Chorus]
lately i've been a shell of myself can't you see?
i can not hold back the feelings of fear within me. [x2]