Jun 20, 2005 18:43
hmmmmmmm,
welll i know i said i wouldn't put it on my LJ put i need to get it out and all of it. i tell alittle to my friends that IM me. wich is mostly guys and one girl.but that is not the point. you see the thing is. the problm i have has nothing to do with me. welll it does but not. it is my brother. i'll tell you the story all of it. seee about 3 weeks ago my brother (jeremy) and is wife (shawna) they got into a fight. a big fight about Jeremy drinking. to make a short story fast about him he as beeen drink snse he was 16. and so has she. anyways...... well she left hi,m and the 2 kids for well up till now, she moved out and left. well now it is going to court. now fathersday was yester day and he could not even see his own kids. that shis is dead wrong. well he is handling it better t hen i thought he would.i have faith he is going to be fine. so when i say miy life when from good to just plan shitty i mean it. sometimes i can here my mom crirng at night and it is so ghard not to cry in front of her. but i had t o fall to loose it all and damn i hit rock bottom. but im not the one that fell it was my brother and took al of us with him. now im very close with my brother. i think i said this one on here somwhere. we are not twins just born on the same day. we have shared and gone through hell together and made it out just fine. so this is either going to brake us or just make usa stronger. i know it will make im stronger. but for know im and the family are his surport in this. i have said it once. bad things happen to good people and it is just wrong. so there is the story and my life as it goes day by day.
OK on a happier note. for all those people that know about my bad jokes and just me being clueless. the birthdays this month or fummt to me.
June
5th......Pete
15th.......Billy
20th........Tony
25th ME and Jeremy.
what i find cool about this is the are all on the 5's sooooooooo with that HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE!!!!!!! this way i don't miss anyone. but the nice thing about me is im the baby of the list and im turning 21... so we can all go out a drink....... oh that would be a sight. me drunk lol. i don't drink. call me uncoll don't care. i won't drink till tht day. but it is all down hill from there lol. making no promises to no one.
^_^leslie