GRRRRRRR
Right, i'm gonna try and write this without crying. somehow don't think it's gonna be happening though. i feeel like SHIT. again. i really wanna cut. for the past week it's been literally all i've thought about. i've got this picture in my head of how i want to cut and it just won't go away. My forearms are all healed and yet all i want to do is destroy them again. I'm really scared about the next few weeks. I'm going to be living with a couple called Kim and Adrian and i just don't know how i'll survive. I have a room the size of a shoebox and can only fit in my case, one bag and somehow i'm gonna have to squeeze my tv in. i won't be near Lynne and i won't have my keyboard, internet or the majority of my things anywhere near me. Oh and Adrian needs his office (my room) all day on a Friday so i'll have to be out of my room all day. great!
It's all going to be so impersonal and i'm shit scared that either me or Lynne won't make it through this. i'm gonna need lots of nice texts and things if possible please. i don't see any other way of getting through this.
It's all going to be so impersonal and i'm shit scared that either me or Lynne won't make it through this. i'm gonna need lots of nice texts and things if possible please. i don't see any other way of getting through this.