Brighton
Just so everyone's aware, i will now be away for the indefinite future. I'm away all this week, back for about two days and then goodness knows when i'll next be able to get on the net. It could be a while *looks shocked and scared*
I'm meeting Lynne from work later and we're driving to Rochester for this weekend then on Monday we'll go to Brighton for the conference which should be a really good time. I'm hoping that it'll be a chance for me to really get into God again and to start sorting out some of the shit that passes for my life. However, if a certain half Greek decides to talk to my parents, it could turn out to be the worst week of my life. that would be awful in more ways than i could describe but i'm sure most people can probably think of for themselves! Anyway, then next weekend we'll be in Norwich and if i have a say in matters we'll go to Sea Palling on Saturday cos i haven't been there in ages and love it. Then we'll drive back up to Norwich next Sunday and i'm back to work on Monday. I'm gonna be even more knackered than i am at the moment. it's insane but hopefully refreshing in some ways.
Oh, and the other great thing that i need to rant about is my father. I was on the phone to him last night about all this house shit and his only advice was that i don't go to Brighton and stay up here to look for a house instead. Now, a house is very important and all that but i am NOT missing Brighton. i know my head and it's only the fact that the conference has been coming that's kept me above board these past few weeks. i NEED it. if i don't go and miss out on God in this big way, i know what'll happen. i know that if i stay up here i'm going to sink back into the depression and start cutting again really badly. i don't want to do that, not really, so i HAVE to go, and i'm trusting God very seriously that He'll honour that and provide us with somewehre to live when we get back. If not, we're on the streets. yay :s
Anyway, i'll stop moaning there. In the words of the immortal Bon Jovi (yes Lynne, i really did just say that!) 'It's my life' and i'm gonna do what i think will be better for me in the long run. to put it bluntly, if i go to Brighton there's a much higher chance of there being a long run than if i stay here all next week.
Right, i'm off. i'll update when i'm at home if i can, not sure though, mum get's all arsey if i use the net. Grrrrr!
Take care all
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I'm meeting Lynne from work later and we're driving to Rochester for this weekend then on Monday we'll go to Brighton for the conference which should be a really good time. I'm hoping that it'll be a chance for me to really get into God again and to start sorting out some of the shit that passes for my life. However, if a certain half Greek decides to talk to my parents, it could turn out to be the worst week of my life. that would be awful in more ways than i could describe but i'm sure most people can probably think of for themselves! Anyway, then next weekend we'll be in Norwich and if i have a say in matters we'll go to Sea Palling on Saturday cos i haven't been there in ages and love it. Then we'll drive back up to Norwich next Sunday and i'm back to work on Monday. I'm gonna be even more knackered than i am at the moment. it's insane but hopefully refreshing in some ways.
Oh, and the other great thing that i need to rant about is my father. I was on the phone to him last night about all this house shit and his only advice was that i don't go to Brighton and stay up here to look for a house instead. Now, a house is very important and all that but i am NOT missing Brighton. i know my head and it's only the fact that the conference has been coming that's kept me above board these past few weeks. i NEED it. if i don't go and miss out on God in this big way, i know what'll happen. i know that if i stay up here i'm going to sink back into the depression and start cutting again really badly. i don't want to do that, not really, so i HAVE to go, and i'm trusting God very seriously that He'll honour that and provide us with somewehre to live when we get back. If not, we're on the streets. yay :s
Anyway, i'll stop moaning there. In the words of the immortal Bon Jovi (yes Lynne, i really did just say that!) 'It's my life' and i'm gonna do what i think will be better for me in the long run. to put it bluntly, if i go to Brighton there's a much higher chance of there being a long run than if i stay here all next week.
Right, i'm off. i'll update when i'm at home if i can, not sure though, mum get's all arsey if i use the net. Grrrrr!
Take care all
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