I know no one would read this.
It hurts.
I can't forget.
Tears are flowing. His actions are all wrong.
It goes from bad to worse.

Just keep crying. You'll feel tired after crying, you will fall asleep. You will wake up, and you will have to face that paper.

Since I have so few posts on my journal, might as well make a note here.
I could perhaps try out making the Judas costume for her concert next time.... Since that is essentially my favorite song from Born This Way album with an official MV...

Boom shaka laka
Boom shaka laka

Fantastic Baby hellyeah :D
My ALIVE albums should be coming in any moment :D

So I am updating my journal just because I love my new icon too much and I can't bear to not use it...
Rilakkuma <3

You one lucky bastard.

Happy Birthday. :)

Failing at life.
Failing in love.
Failing in ARP.
Failing in making priorities.
Failing in ARP still.
Failing to make progress.
Failing to work hard to force progress.
Failing to TRY to work hard in the first place.
Failing at being there for him.
Failing at being a good daughter.
Failing at making myself become useful.
Failure.

Maybe my mum was given an overdose of drugs too...?

Did you actually think people would care?
/slaps self

Using colors to describe my feelings for him.
<3

4 of them.
Plus one cardigan.
$200+ in the end OTZ, from mapleaf.
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