long time
so i havent written anything in a long time. so here is the first question/bet. do i even have a chance and if i do how long before she leaves? and is this the next time i fall into another depression?
im sick of watching everything in front of me fall apart. im sick of everyone bail out on me. im always the last one left here standing. im the last one who anyone considers. i have the worst feeling come january i will be here standing after watching everything and every one walk away. baiscally im fucked and everyone walks out of my life. is it just who i am, or something i do that makes everyone leave? someone just make it make sense to me.......
im sick of watching everything in front of me fall apart. im sick of everyone bail out on me. im always the last one left here standing. im the last one who anyone considers. i have the worst feeling come january i will be here standing after watching everything and every one walk away. baiscally im fucked and everyone walks out of my life. is it just who i am, or something i do that makes everyone leave? someone just make it make sense to me.......