and people say i only write when im depressed
you know when you realize how great it can be you wonder why it cant be like that everyday. cause it all falls into place eventually even if its only for one night. everything id ever thought and everything id ever believed was confirmed the other night. no matter what i do, it wont change. everything is hard for a reason. and the harder something is the more its worth to you. its that simple. this time i wont drop off the face of the earth. this time i wont disappear. i only do that b/c im scared. i dont know what to do if i dont. i dont know what to do without her. but when i hold her in my arms its all worth it. it all makes sense. i can get the best sleep in only three hours and not wake up tired. the worst feeling in the world is waking up and having to go to work after waking up with the best feeling in the world. leaving her in bed while i drive down 83 to sit in front of my compter. knowing she is laying there without me. but even though that hurt, walking around with the smile on my face that i had all day is a better feeling. there are somethings that make life worth living, and those are the things that you cant let get away. even if they are four and half hours and 250 miles away. dont let it get away if it means that much. so that leaves one of two things right now. either im crazy and im just someone she comes to at home, OR im crazy and it just might work. im not exactly sure which one i am, either way im crazy. and there is only one person to tell me which i am. no matter what anybody says all you can do its follow you heart...........
"On my knees, I’ll ask Last chance for one last dance, ‘Cause with you, I’d withstand All of hell to hold your hand, I’d give it all, I’d give for us, Give anything but I won’t give up, Cause you know........"
"On my knees, I’ll ask Last chance for one last dance, ‘Cause with you, I’d withstand All of hell to hold your hand, I’d give it all, I’d give for us, Give anything but I won’t give up, Cause you know........"