Confused
Uhhh...I hate the holidays!!! I have been eating so much crap. And not just because it's been forced down my throat. Most of it has been my own decision. If I get on the scale in the morning and its still 123,(this morning) I say shit, might as well eat breakfast. And then I eat half a cup of grapenuts and half a cup of 1% milk. Later on I'll eat an apple. Then dinner which I eat with the family which is usually just a salad with mustard as dressing. Later on I'll eat another apple after my workout. I do drink lots of water but I still get so dizzy and shit. Oh, and my gums are as sore as hell. I don't know why my mouth has been so tender, I haven't purged in like a month. I didn't go to curves today so i worked out here at home. ten minute run, 20 minutes aerobic weightlifting. and 5 minutes ab workout. While I'm "sleeping" I'll do 25 minutes of pilates. Tomorrow I'm going iceskating so that means major cal burning. Plus I'll be away from my mom most all day so I will definently fast tomorrow. Hell, the scale better not be any higher. 1400cals today I am such a heifer. I went to chiropractor today and he thinks I might be developing scoliosis. I already have minor scoliosis the idiot, or did he not know that? I hate going there even though it feels better, he uses the activator thing and it always bruises me up real bad afterwards.
I went with mom,dad, and sister to see Meet the Fockers today. It was hilarious but that Pam girl looks like total shit. Between her hair and her guantness, I just wanted to tell her to eat a biscuit-no two, and go to the salon. Some people...I'm such a hypocrite.
My crush emailed me and he says at the end of message: ps- Please don't worry about your weight because you look beautiful to me anyway.
And he has no idea about my ed because we barely know each other. He's who Im going iceskating with tomorrow. He's so cute. He's Jewish and he rides motorcycles! That's so hot.
Stats:
H-5'7
CW-123
Lw-104
HW-174
SGW-118
LGW-115
I went with mom,dad, and sister to see Meet the Fockers today. It was hilarious but that Pam girl looks like total shit. Between her hair and her guantness, I just wanted to tell her to eat a biscuit-no two, and go to the salon. Some people...I'm such a hypocrite.
My crush emailed me and he says at the end of message: ps- Please don't worry about your weight because you look beautiful to me anyway.
And he has no idea about my ed because we barely know each other. He's who Im going iceskating with tomorrow. He's so cute. He's Jewish and he rides motorcycles! That's so hot.
Stats:
H-5'7
CW-123
Lw-104
HW-174
SGW-118
LGW-115