Oct 20, 2004 14:40
Hi,
Im new here. I have been ana/mia for three years. I have been in recovery twice and have decided to screw it bc it got me fat again. i hate how i look and have been trying to lose weight again for 6 months and have only lost about ten lbs but still look terrible. Any suggestions? my metabolism is screwed and im in group therapy so weight loss is hard. I am excited to be here and be understood. noone understands me and i have control over nothing, not even my own body anymore. More about me, I used to cut but dont anymore. I sometimes chew-spit, and have had trouble latey with binging and purging. Right now im restricting bc i want to lose ten pounds. the weight is all in my thighs, hips and butt dangit! im so frustrated but im gonna pass out bc i just od on diet pills.
um, am i too forward or anything? i need advice on what not to and what to say on here. im just letting it all out cuz i have noone else to turn to and group is all recovery based.
thanks!