Feb 08, 2005 22:36
Hey- The first time i actually finished my homework before 10! how suprising.. lol
Things r going alright for me
recently last week- Friday i went to the hshs deaf vb, then i went out with court and just chilled out.
Satty- I picked up court, and then Jeff Smaltz picked me and court up and went to bbc. BBC was good for me. At some times it was boring, but my mood was better after seeing everyone else at bbc since it had been so friggin long!
After Bbc we went to Mcdonalds, and of course after that the COnflict started. I dont even wanna talk bout the conflict cuz i know the person who is gonna read this will be pissed or upset if i write this. After that big conflict.. On sunday I felt like all the sudden the person was different. I realized many things about that person that i never seen before, and that is who the person is. We still talk to each other of course, but in the back of my head it tells me that we will not be okay and I dont want that to happen.
Sunday was Superbowl - I was hopin for the patriots to win, and they did! yup 3 yrs a row, and they got a trophy for MVp i think..... Not sure lol But i ll admit. im sick of the patriots and hopin next year will be different!
Valentine day is coming, I know many of u dont care about this hoilday lol.. most dont even notice if it s a friggin hoilday! lol... I think that day is special for couples to refresh thier memories, and love each other of who they are. Valentine is actually hard for me to get through. When i see a picture of my grandpa... I wished i told him i loved him so much and i truely miss him alot! also I see people at my skool, the girls get the roses, the guys hugs, kisses the girls... I do want that. I want someone to be able to talk to, be there for them, and actually depend them.
I know this goes the same for the peeps who r SINGLE! lol I do have a guy in my mind that i wish i would date- But it wouldnt happen! lol
Calforina! I wannna go Calforina now! lol.. I need to get tan, and i got alottttt to think about over my vaction in Calforina. i really wanna see a sunset in Calforina! I will take pictures of course! but I need to learn how to use the scanner. I had a scanner for like 3 yrs and never friggin used it at once! lol
For the peeps who saw my away message.. I got 45 out of 100 on a BIG TEST! in english ( short story) I'm actually proud of it! ( just kidding) when i got the grade, I just laffed my ass off beacuse I'm not the only one who failed the test, appartenly everyone Failed! many guys and girls who sat around me got 30 out of 100... 24 out 100! The reason i was a little proud was cuz I got the highest grade of the class Lol! The highest Failing Grade!I was also lil pissed cuz I didnt want any F's on my jr year, and i did, But the test was tough! we have the hardest, weirdest, strict teacher who gets excited on little things too much! The whole class was laughing, and the guys were like being funny about the whole class gettin the same grade on each assigment. My school is fulll of FUNNY PEEPS! There so many weird things that happened at my skool! lol
the major i decided to do is Physcial therpy. My grandma wanted me to be a doctor, but when i think as a doctor, I hate blood, seeing people in pain. SO NOT A GOOD MAJOR FOR ME! lol But physcial thepry is pefect for me since i like to help people, help people excerise, using up thier bones and muscles. Yes i realized if i want to do this major- I have to take like 1 zillion of science classes and Science is not my best subject. I'm willing to go through that to get the major that i would like to do. WIll my major change? Maybe yes, maybe not. Physcial therpy is what i wanna do for now. The Act testing are coming up in April, and I'm taking Act Prep classes! I'm terrfied to take the test! but I know my ass is gonna hurt, and my fingers will be tired in filling those damn circles on a scantron! We still got 2 months to go!
well I'm gonna go bed. I prolly won t update for a while, but ill keep in touch!