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disregard my login name, i cant figure out how to change it! And disregard my pict, all the ones i wanna put on are too big...*sigh*
Its only thursday and already i am dragging my feet and am exhausted. It seems forever until i will get to rest for a day and even then i cannot sleep, its nics birthday much as i love him and i will have to be pleasant and entertain guests- like my least favorite thing to do...*whine* *whine* :)
things are so strange right now, to reiterate my previous entry. My relationships with people in general are hard for me to understand. my direction in life is hard for me to understand and i keep getting all these weird feelings about stuff that i feel like i shouldn't ignore but i tell myself i am being silly and then find out not to far later that my feeling was right. What? and then there is this whole God thing that i am blindly trying to stutter my way through because i am to full of pride to talk to anyone in depth about it. Or maybe i am scared- whatever...
Its only thursday and already i am dragging my feet and am exhausted. It seems forever until i will get to rest for a day and even then i cannot sleep, its nics birthday much as i love him and i will have to be pleasant and entertain guests- like my least favorite thing to do...*whine* *whine* :)
things are so strange right now, to reiterate my previous entry. My relationships with people in general are hard for me to understand. my direction in life is hard for me to understand and i keep getting all these weird feelings about stuff that i feel like i shouldn't ignore but i tell myself i am being silly and then find out not to far later that my feeling was right. What? and then there is this whole God thing that i am blindly trying to stutter my way through because i am to full of pride to talk to anyone in depth about it. Or maybe i am scared- whatever...