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first day of laying out in the pool! i forgot how amazing just floating around in cool water was. 3rd day at the gym..that is going veddy well :)
last night lidza, adrian, and i went out for drinks. the whole time lidz and adrian *both live in NY now* were talking shit about all the people we went to high school with who still live in the valley. "god they need to get out. DO something with your life" the whole time i was like ummm helloooo guys where do i live now?! adrian's all pissed at me for coming back to mcallen. no one can understand it. everyone tells me i'm making the wrong decision and life down here is going to suck for me. HELLO dont i know that?! austin made me so happy. every moment there was full of fun and i really felt like i was finally building a life there. i'm not coming back to mcallen because i cant hack austin/ut, i'm not coming back for any other reason than keeping my mom company while the shock of loosing her husband wears off. i'm here 2 yrs..then i'm back in austin. quit telling me i'm being irrational about this decision. it's already been made..and for pretty self-less reasons so just admire that and back off. -end of rant-
tomorrow is Recover. how odd is it that they'll be in McAllen?! my boyyyssssss. jimmy put me +2 on the list so that's where we'll be. come out to Mystic if you are here :)
last night lidza, adrian, and i went out for drinks. the whole time lidz and adrian *both live in NY now* were talking shit about all the people we went to high school with who still live in the valley. "god they need to get out. DO something with your life" the whole time i was like ummm helloooo guys where do i live now?! adrian's all pissed at me for coming back to mcallen. no one can understand it. everyone tells me i'm making the wrong decision and life down here is going to suck for me. HELLO dont i know that?! austin made me so happy. every moment there was full of fun and i really felt like i was finally building a life there. i'm not coming back to mcallen because i cant hack austin/ut, i'm not coming back for any other reason than keeping my mom company while the shock of loosing her husband wears off. i'm here 2 yrs..then i'm back in austin. quit telling me i'm being irrational about this decision. it's already been made..and for pretty self-less reasons so just admire that and back off. -end of rant-
tomorrow is Recover. how odd is it that they'll be in McAllen?! my boyyyssssss. jimmy put me +2 on the list so that's where we'll be. come out to Mystic if you are here :)