Damn......
So, Tuesday of Finals Week, my ex pops up in my IM. I was surprised as I thought I had blocked and deleted him. It was civil but short as he just kind of wandered off, a theme that is pretty consistent in his popping up on me electronically every few months or so. Once again, this had confused and hurt me for I feel he is giving me wrong impressions. So, on the advice of a friend, I e-mail him, asking him to leave me be until I am really ready to talk. Just this evening I get a snotty response that called my request "kind of silly" since he could come to the lans I organize whenever he wants. I also "hurt and fairly insulted him." Meaning? He took it wrong, which hurts me even more.
As I have already re-added him to block him once again, I intend to do what I can to get him out of my life for now, and maybe forever. I didn't really want this, as I do care about him and could never understand how people can just completely block someone out of their life. However, it's been one year and eight months, I need to heal over this and move on with my life. Him popping up and confusing and hurting me and then ignoring me again is not helping.
I feel this is going to be hard and from his response I may get more bitterness from him. But I need to heal from this. I need to feel better and hopefully I'll get through all this drama crap. Writing seems to help and so I'm going to pursue that. Wish me luck.
Oh, and I am moving to a different gmail eventually for more of my main non-school stuff. If you want it, let me know.
As I have already re-added him to block him once again, I intend to do what I can to get him out of my life for now, and maybe forever. I didn't really want this, as I do care about him and could never understand how people can just completely block someone out of their life. However, it's been one year and eight months, I need to heal over this and move on with my life. Him popping up and confusing and hurting me and then ignoring me again is not helping.
I feel this is going to be hard and from his response I may get more bitterness from him. But I need to heal from this. I need to feel better and hopefully I'll get through all this drama crap. Writing seems to help and so I'm going to pursue that. Wish me luck.
Oh, and I am moving to a different gmail eventually for more of my main non-school stuff. If you want it, let me know.