Mar 17, 2006 16:45
is it stupid to expect that after you break down and tell someone you have post traumatic stress disorder, they are going to want to help you?
maybe the problem is that i need too much.
the people who love me the most have said that to me at their angriest, people who probably don't love me at all have told me that, people who used to love me but no longer do have told me that. maybe its time i accept its true.
last night idreamt of my ex boyfriend smoking pot and then i woke up with this really overwhelming urge to call him up and scream at him