i am disappointment

[curbsitter]

i am disappointed
every morning that i wake up

you call me up, let me know that
that my sick guilt is so unwelcome
it's so unwelcome yeah
i hear noises in the darkness
i hear sadness in your voice
i hear noises in the darkness
i hear sadness inside you

my health is failing me
so i flip on the television
and watch sad movies
and look for sad sick people like me

i'm so unwelcome

and the pills they will not
will not
will not
will not let me go
and i will not
will not
will not let you drink yourself alone