Jul 12, 2006 21:05
i have been a beach bum + fisherman LOL ive been fishing with the homies except that I havent caught one but someone caught a fish with my fishing rod haha food trippings and definitely shopping. I havent been working alot and i love every second of not working! Been spending time with different people but most importantly by myself! i love my alone time since i get to contemplate about life... because i can not stress enough on how much bullshit jeremy has brought into my life! every psychotic (by a grotesque creature with inane personality)thing thats been happening in my life was caused by his imbecile acts in the past! I guess dealing with me is his karma LOL one day probably i'll just laugh at it but for now there's no way i could forget and there's no way to alleviate the lingering left over pains and thoughts... i've moved on...
speaking of which im going to a new school and applying for a new job! i can not wait... we'll see where it will lead me! hopefully to a better place and if jeremy is part of it then so be it but if not i still and will love him! all i can say is he better straighten out his acts cuz this gurl is gonna be busy soon i might find me a doctor jus keeding!!