Jun 11, 2006 01:27
my weekends consist of nothing but sentimental moments... haha i wish it has been chill.. i guess i am really starting to grow up! before i yearn.. take note yearn to go out and party now i jus yearn to spend quality time with my friends or just with my special man... all i have been doing is bonding and getting to know more people.. the people ive known for awhile now but never really talk to them... i meet a lot of people... my social life was up there that every weekend i would meet people but not all made an impact in my life i could count who really became what you would consider a friend...
many has attempted to bring more noise in my chaotic lovelife! sometimes i let them get to me but most of the time i say "shhhooooo fly don't bother me" hahahah on the reals my mind has been constantly at work. thinkin about the past.. the why's! what if... why not...contemplatng about the future... like should i keep it goin on or just leave, the best solution for everything hahah but sadly and realistically we can not always run away from our problems because one way or another it will follow us and haunt us
thank god for my family & FRIENDS they are the sweet harmonous side of my life... my parents could be blah but they are getting immuned to my bitchiness ahahha as my dad said "she has her own world" LoL im not bitchy sometimes they jus bug me when im on the peak of my "attacks" it really sucks... So if YOU are reading my blogs i really wish YOU learned from "having fun" as much as I wanna kick your ass i will never do ... cuz unlike you i have class
shopping is my therapy, my friends are my remedy. my big problem is jeremy... hahahha jus kiddin about the last part i just wanna rhyme
trust & have faith