not angry at yoo
i am angry at myself, for being so stupid. Stupid to think that yoo would think that after all this time all the sudden now yoo would start caring about me and things would be diffrent. Yoo saw me as some ignorant little girl that yoo could take advanage of, and yoo did. yoo lied to me and made me think that things were gona be diffrent. Yoo told me that yoo cared ever so deeply about me and that yoo were willing to work extra hard just to be with me. LIES
all lies that i fell for, soaked up and cherished. believes whole heartedly.
Trust me, it is never all in my head. I thought before that i was just over reacting, turned out my gut was right.
I can tell this is not right. Yoo either do not want me and just using me on the side, or yoo have someone else and i am just there when she can not be. either way, i am being played.
Fuck that, I am the player, yoo can not play the mother fuckin player.
Were done as of today. I cut off any feelings for yoo i once may have had.
Why else does it take yoo over fucking 24 hours to reply to more than half my texts, huh?
Why else can yoo almost never see me during the day, but at late night, huh?
Why else do yoo not want to tell anyone that is close to yoo in yoor life about us, HUH?
fuck that, not stupid.
But i guess it is ohhkay. Cause yoo were a pretty guy, and i knew i was gona get hurt from the very begining.
all lies that i fell for, soaked up and cherished. believes whole heartedly.
Trust me, it is never all in my head. I thought before that i was just over reacting, turned out my gut was right.
I can tell this is not right. Yoo either do not want me and just using me on the side, or yoo have someone else and i am just there when she can not be. either way, i am being played.
Fuck that, I am the player, yoo can not play the mother fuckin player.
Were done as of today. I cut off any feelings for yoo i once may have had.
Why else does it take yoo over fucking 24 hours to reply to more than half my texts, huh?
Why else can yoo almost never see me during the day, but at late night, huh?
Why else do yoo not want to tell anyone that is close to yoo in yoor life about us, HUH?
fuck that, not stupid.
But i guess it is ohhkay. Cause yoo were a pretty guy, and i knew i was gona get hurt from the very begining.