Frustrated
You know, life's really starting to piss me off. I feel like I'm missing out on a whole slew of feelings and emotions that everyone around me feels. It makes me feel less than human. Or maybe I've just become more than human? No, I've lost something, therefore I am less than I was. And that's the truth, too; I really feel less than I was when I was 18. I was a good person back then, I liked to help people, and I could empathize with them. Now I just feel like every time someone tells me about their problems, that they really have nothing to complain about because they're still alive and breathing. At this point in my life I seem to lack compassion and frankly that bugs the shit out of me. I need a catharsis--something ridiculously sad that not even one so callous as I could brush it to the side. Something needs to wake me up.