i had trouble falling right asleep last night and i started thinking that sleep and death are not too far from one another. when you wake up the next day, you can never remember falling asleep, or usually even anything that happened in your mind while sleeping. it's almost scary. dreams are so real, but there is no way to control them. i could feel ( Read more... )

Tim Kinsella (Cap'n Jazz, Joan of Arc, Make Believe)...yes also the brother of Mike Kinsella (American Football, Owen) has put my exact thoughts into words ( Read more... )

driving home from school today, i noticed the sky was quite overcast. i also noticed a smell reminiscent of wood fired barbeque, and a smoky haze on the ground of the cow pasture on stirling and university. as i noticed the dark smoke plumes fueling the gloomy south eastern sky, i decided to put on neurosis' "a sun that never sets" and follow the ( Read more... )

saw cage and aesop rock last night. sick.

here is something i find quite interesting. i was recently thinking: upon death, if i were given the chance to ask God one question, what would it be? this hypothetically presupposes ofcourse that the christian idea of "God" does exist. i actually thought hard about this question, and the final answer surprised me. i would not ask the typical, and ( Read more... )

you would think that for the hundreds of millions of dollars tom got for myspace, he could make the site run properly.

so far my extended tour break rules. i spend every day playing prince of persia 2 and listening to neurosis.

the black dahlia murder, cephalic carnage, between the buried and me tour is going amazing as expected. I think every night has sold out, and we are selling ridiculous amounts of merch...which is very good because a couple days ago, our van broke down causing us to have to buy 2 new alternaters, and miss 2 shows. we have a day off on this tour in ( Read more... )

since you cant handle my comments, I'm hoping you see this: just shut the fuck up and drop it already, you're getting ridiculous.

this basis for comparison serves as a constant reminder how lucky I am that my girlfriend is actually sane. happpppppy birthday :)