Entry #1
I don't really have a specific dream to want to live up to, actually, I don't have a dream at all. I just don't want to live anymore, I have no motivation to keep going. I don't want to do anything. I just want to die. And it becomes easier and easier for me to get by with that, because no one actually notices, not that they don't care, but they don't care to see it. It's there. You just have to really look at me, and ask me, what are my dreams, aspirations, and goals in life. The only goal that I have, is to kill myself...alone, and miserably....I hope I can get the deed done soon.