Aug 03, 2015 23:23
To start this list off, I am VERY contradictive. I'm still in search of myself.
1) Im 5000 years old
2) i usually think outside the box when im not dead
3) i love cupcakes and patisseries
4) i consider myself an artist
5) i am one of the worlds greatest wonders
6) sometimes i dont like people, but all the time i care about them
7) animals and children are sacred beings we should never harm; be nice to them
8) the older a person is the more respect they get from me
9) the only thing that i hate is myself
10) my preference doesnt include a specific melanin but for some reason i keep falling for light skinned dudes
11) no one deserves torture hate or punishment
12) i am an extreme introvert
13) my favorite color is every shade of pink
14) i want to do art for the rest of my life
15) i spend alot of my time coming up with random ideas out of no where
16) i sing alot
17) music is the key to wondaland
18) i dont always like to make sense with things
19) i dont believe in god but i am far from atheist
20) spiritualism is something i have great interest in
21) the weather continues to amaze me
22) if space is real, i want to go there
23) i am very weird
24) i see and understand things differently from others; cost me several years of hospitalizations, psych meds, and bickering
25) i am NOT psycho
26) i mostly live in wondaland
27) i often go to planet zero especially when im depressed
28) i have a very long list of musical inspirations
29) writing is therapy
30) i relate to cartoons more
31) when i sing, sometimes i pretend im one of the characters i made up in one of my fictional stories
32) aaron mcgruder inspired me to create my own comic strip
33) aaron mcgruder also inspired me to write a huge boondocks fanfiction
34) i come up with so many thoughts that its hard to keep up with them
35) i write about things that i know most other people wont bother to write about
36) i want to turn every story that i wrote into a script
37) i hope i die most times
38) ive been depressed for more than half my entire life
39) i can be clever when i feel its necessary
40) this world is trash
41) my mental disabilities are whats keeping my creativity alive
42) i research alot of shit
43) i use reverse pyschology on people
44) i am very honest but really shy to admit the truth
45) im afraid of the unknown
46) the earth isnt dying from microscopic cells called humans, humans are dying from microscopic cells called deception
47) i have way too much philosophy that will cause a controversial uproar
48) i am very very ugly
49) i will do no such thing as of eating animals anymore
50) i listen to music 87% of my time being alive
51) i am brainwashed with being pretty enough
52) i belong in the damn 1800s
53) i shouldve been born in the 70s
54) michael jackson was so freakin sexy
55) im not here to go to school, get a job, get married and have kids and then die
56) i write pretty intense erotica for an asexual person
57) insect lives matter too
58) racism is just a distraction...i mean a sham
59) i cant go into detail with the thoughts inside my head
60) im never this talented
61) i think about dying all the time
62) dogs are the sheeple, cats are the masons
63) i can be very sarcastic
64) im stubborn as fuck but i am definitely not proud of that
65) i hate when it rains in the day
66) i create characters that i wish were real
67) I focus too much on another woman being prettier than me
68) someday janelle monae will rule my world
69) I am my own boss
70) i cant be told what to do, thats fucking annoying...
71) i worry about dudes thinking im a ugly piece of shit every time i see a cutie near me
72) i love to bake experimental cupcakes
73) i am constantly living in fear because of all the bad things ive wished upon myself for the last 100 years of my life
74) i hate myself once again
75) negative energy physically hurts me
76) i punish myself for being a useless dirty mat
77) im a virgin of many things
78) teddy bears and hot chocolate is what i look forward to on my depression-set-off-because-i-looked-in-the-mirror days
79) pumpkin latte and warm blankets is what i look forward to in the winter time
80) strawberries and sunshine is what i look forward to in the summer
81) apple pie and christmas trees is what i look forward to in the fall
82) gingerbread and pumpkin latte is what i look forward to during the "holidays"
83) holidays are wack
84) i love a word challenge
85) nature intrigues me
86) I constantly feel like pure and utter shit
87) suicide is tempting me
88) i can fly in my own head
89) my soul has a very high sensitive threshold
90) deep down inside, i have a list of rappers that i want to fuck before i die
91) i dont understand myself; im a frustrating case
92) plants are people too
93) lets all fight for life!
94) death is not game over, no one knows for sure
95) i manage to overcome depression every single day
96) musical instruments were created to enhance the soul of an animal or human
97) i always have racing thoughts
98) anything is possible
99) i am a pisces
100) even though im from another planet somewhere, I still love mother earth
bored,
creators block,
brainstorming,
dumb,
cant think