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Nothing new... I miss my boyfriend, but I'm happy anyway. I wish I had some new music to listen to. Finding new good music is a lot of work when you already have a job... :( I like what Corinne Bailey Rae said on VH1, and I like her music. She said that music is wonderful because it lets us create our own little worlds. Maybe it's a commonplace remark, but it's pretty profound nonetheless when you think about it. Maybe that's why I'm so crazy about sharing my favorite music with the people that I love. Sometimes I feel like I'm being pushy, but I like to listen to [most] of the music that my lovies have in their worlds too. For instance, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, I was never extraordinarily in love with them but they are Dragan's favorite band and we listened to them together like crazy and...when you share music like that, it's pretty beautiful. Lovers have like, a little corner of reality that's all theirs and no one elses... and in that little corner are all kinds of gorgeous things, it's another world really and music has to be a big part of it for me anyway, cos what a boring corner without things like music... Oh and what's great is when you find some music that you really love from someone you really love, or at least kinda like a little bit. Yup that's what I think. I was fantasizing about houses the other day I want a cute sweet little house in some small sweet city somewhere, with Dragan... I just wait for the moment when nothing tears us apart. Well I'm getting definitely too romantika for this livejournal thing, so I better stop. Who am I even writing for, probably a bunch of strangers, a few friends, and a few old disconnected friends... who knows, who cares.
I'm reading a prolific book, "Cosmos" by Carl Sagan. It's everything you need to know about the universe... Which I think everyone needs to know about, I mean, I don't exactly understand the lack of interest that most people have...granted, it is kind of so far out there to think about most of the time. But I think the more aware we are of what we are and where we are makes us better people. I mean, it's incredibly interesting stuff actually. Everyone knows how many things there are out there in the universe, how many zillions of stars, billions of galaxies, all that crap you can ever imagine, in such infinite space... it's a lot of stuff out there, right? But see... it's only 4% of the universe... the rest is just energy and dark matter... we are the living breathing intelligent incarnation of all of that vast space and all of this, the universe and everything, coming from some infinitely impossible coincidence... When you really think about it, it seems pretty much like a joke. But it makes me feel pretty lighthearted anyway, I mean, in life the ultimate goal is to be happy with no regrets, and I think that comes from being good, intelligent, relaxed, and slightly ambitious. Unless you're some kind of brilliant psychotic genius. Once in Bitola, Macedonia we went to this really famous discoteka or club, or whatever... because some of Dragan's friends who are architects renovated it, and it was a really great experience... everyone there was beautiful but not dancing at all, that's the kind of people they are that go there... and well, I was with Dragan and his friends, and we waited a while for people to dance and no one did, but the DJ was playing such cool mixes, and finally I just grabbed his friend and we danced like crazy to Pink Floyd remixes and crazy good junk, I felt so good ya know, I love dancing, especially for fun... and well to think, I'm just a bunch of atoms who are so happy that they dance... so crazy good.
MANGIA.
I'm reading a prolific book, "Cosmos" by Carl Sagan. It's everything you need to know about the universe... Which I think everyone needs to know about, I mean, I don't exactly understand the lack of interest that most people have...granted, it is kind of so far out there to think about most of the time. But I think the more aware we are of what we are and where we are makes us better people. I mean, it's incredibly interesting stuff actually. Everyone knows how many things there are out there in the universe, how many zillions of stars, billions of galaxies, all that crap you can ever imagine, in such infinite space... it's a lot of stuff out there, right? But see... it's only 4% of the universe... the rest is just energy and dark matter... we are the living breathing intelligent incarnation of all of that vast space and all of this, the universe and everything, coming from some infinitely impossible coincidence... When you really think about it, it seems pretty much like a joke. But it makes me feel pretty lighthearted anyway, I mean, in life the ultimate goal is to be happy with no regrets, and I think that comes from being good, intelligent, relaxed, and slightly ambitious. Unless you're some kind of brilliant psychotic genius. Once in Bitola, Macedonia we went to this really famous discoteka or club, or whatever... because some of Dragan's friends who are architects renovated it, and it was a really great experience... everyone there was beautiful but not dancing at all, that's the kind of people they are that go there... and well, I was with Dragan and his friends, and we waited a while for people to dance and no one did, but the DJ was playing such cool mixes, and finally I just grabbed his friend and we danced like crazy to Pink Floyd remixes and crazy good junk, I felt so good ya know, I love dancing, especially for fun... and well to think, I'm just a bunch of atoms who are so happy that they dance... so crazy good.
MANGIA.