Hello Hello livejournal land
so its been almost 3 months since i have updated... you ask your self how much thigns can chagne in such a short period of time and i tell my self not much, buti am wrong, acutaly 2 months ago today a lot has chagned. I have been diagnosed with Diabetes, its not a big deal if you take care of your self, but taking care of your self involves the most barberic thigns on earth, checking your blood a hole bunhc of times a day with a needle, and giving your self injections 3 times a day, its just not for me and you ahve to watch everything that goes in you, you have to check your keytons which are in your pee and everytime i have checked them, i have peed on my self so i am not that good at it. I've had many moments where i hate the world, and i know the world hates me, but i will survive i am a storng girl. I got new SGA officers which really make me happy because it means i am not really an officer anymore and i am kinda like free, i really like these kids, they are all so inacent, its like great, epstein will train them well, i am kinda giving up on working with them because eveytime i say something epstein says the opposite, oh well, hes the one that will be there next year and not me, thank god. 3 months from yesturday i will be walking across the stage with the rest of the regular students at flanagan high school, because thats all i am, a regular student at flanagan high school, seriously who gives a shit anymore. Its just werid that everythign is almost over. Emma is coming down in 2 weeks, i couldnt be more happier then the see her, i really missed her, then me my mom dad and max(crosses fingers) is going to new york during spring break, i hope everything works out and i hope thigns arent werid, i've never brought anyone from my florida envierment into my new york enverment, but its max, and hes not just anyone hes the most important person on earth to me, and if i cant handle him being in new york with me then theres something wrong, i love him so much, hes such a good person, its great, i am happy, and i am trying to overcome everything and eventually i will! i am women hear me roar