Flowers make me happy
i am sitting in my room super depressed right now, its raining out so i think that might have something to do with it because i cant figure out why i am so depressed. Theres this concert tonight max and his family are going to it i dont know if i want to go i just dont want to like intude into his family outing, i wish my parens would go, they never do anythign family type, it bothers me a lot i want like a normal family. I want to go to the concert but i feel bad. i am so depressed right now, i baked oatmeal lace cookies today, i am going to ucf i went the other day it was nice, i am excited max is going also, yesturday was max and i's 6 month, we went to the melting pot it was pretty good i would go back, friday is the last day before break i am excited, i am kinda upset that i didnt go to ny and i feel bad because i keep pushing it on max, but honestly i am excited that i get to spend the break with my boy!! i love him a lot, ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh depression upon me!