From the looks of it...

[cunt_wipe]

The mountain blocking my view held such an immense amount of longing. The attempts to conquer it were failed, the time it took to begin the journey was painful. It's time to take that dive into the unknown and get past the tip that was in place conquering me. The only thing to do is hold on and hope for the best, all deuces are in the pot, and it's time to follow my heart like I've told myself I will.

Pain is a natural part of life and it's time for me to understand that I'm going to be hurt before I learn how to live as I want.