x Ahhh fuck x
Okay so its 6:15 AM. I aint got to bed yet.. And i jus made my grandparents coffee and they were like WTF? haha and i grabbed myself one to keep me awake too. Yeh.. SOOOO! I got home from Bobby's around like.. Ahhh.. 9? I dunno.. Anyways. I got so fuckin drunk on Saturday its unbelievable. I fuckin love Bobby and his roommates. Theyre helly chill. So then i come home to a shitload of messages on AIM. And im like Aw whut the fuck! And fuckin.. Im lookin through em all, and i see that i got 3 messages from Dillon. And at first i didnt even wanna look at em, but i did. First message said hi, second said i love you third said i love you, you know i do. And that was it. And i was fuckin wonderin.. Why would you randomly IM me and say that shit like 3 days after we broke up. Then i talk to Marye. Kris's girlfriend. ( Dillon was wit Kris all weekend in Boston, Woburn and Burlington and shit i guess ) And Marye's like, oh yeh, Kris hooked Dillon up wit a bitch from the mall. And inside i jus started fuckin tweakin out. I started shakin like i always do when im bout to flip out. And my heart was beatin wicked fuckin fast. But i was trynna act all chill at first. And i was like thats cool, im wit Bobby anyways. So whutever. But then i randomly start askin like.. Is she pretty? And shit like that. And Marye got pissed cause im wit Bobby, and Bobby and her dont get along. At fucking all. So she got all pissy, and i jus wasnt havin it so i was like Arright, i cant talk to you right now. And fuckin.. That was done wit. Then i talk to Megan, and me Megan and Bobby are all going out now. ( Megan is my ex girlfriend, now my girlfriend again. ) So i fuckin hope that makes Bobby a happy mutha fucka. Any fuckin ways. Then i talk to Twitch, and we get into this big ass fight cause i wanted to know where Dillon was cause i needed to tell him suttin. And Marye said he went back to Twitch's house. But for some reason he wasnt fuckin there. Which pissed me off, cause i thought he was at first, and thought Twitch was lyin. But it turns out he wasnt lyin. ( Sorry Twitch ) And then me and Twitch started arguin cause i was talkin shit bout Dillons new gf.. And he said she could kick my ass, so i was like fuckin tell her to call me up and well have a lil chat. And he was all Blah blah. And then i told Bobby, and Bobby defended me. ( Hes friends wit Twitch too by the way ) And fuckin.. Then me and Twitch were cool after a few minutes. Both of us had to jus chill out. Hes stressed i can tell. So that got over and we both said sorry and shit. And i asked him if Dillon really liked this girl and he was like Yeh hes trippin all over her or some shit like that.. And my eyes started waterin when i heard that shit. I still care bout him. Ill always love Dillon... Shit. But they havnt fucked yet. Which im fuckin happy as fuck bout. But i still wanna fuck that bitch up. But yeh. I dunno, i cant say shit cause im wit someone, and weve already fucked and shit. Which reminds me, i wanna show you all my new baby. * gets excited * So someone help me wit that shit. OH SHIT! And i told my mom i didnt have school today so i could sleep over Bobbys, so i hope it works. It should.. But mehhhh my vans still gunna show up cause i forgot to call. Fuck. Haha. MmM. * smiles * Oh fuckin well.
MCL Homiez.
x ToxiK x