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I was going to go out tonight and have fun and stuff but I decided not to. I guess you could say corey and I broke up. I really didn't want to but we had certain differences and well we weren't going to change for each other which is good because that means that we are strong people and that we wont change for ANYONE. I still care about him. There has been no other guy come along that has treated me as well as he does. I'm really going to miss him a lot. I'm just going to be smart and stay single. I'll make friends but not commitments. I'm not going to get into anymore relationships right now because I don't really think I'm ready. Plus other things that I don't really want to mention. So as far as guys go I'm just going to be friends. That's it. I may go out on a date or something but I'm not going to go steady with anyone. I do want to have fun in life but I don't want to be tied down because I have college. I have life ahead of me. Maybe I should go out tonight. I haven't been out of the house except to go to school anyway. I'm about to crack. I can take my homework with me.. I hope they give us our laptops soon so then I can just hang around oxford and stuff. I think that I need to grow a little more. Having a boyfriend just gets in the way of that. So I'm putting my socks on and I'm going out.