30 capsules every 3 hours

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Crying in the shower
wait another hour
30 capsules every three hours
my life is so confused
inside I feel so bruised
30 capsules every three hours
What I did then cannot be erased
I have to live on in a mystery
30 capsules every 3 hours
I can't sleep but I take
another one
30 capsules every 3 hours
The memories of the past cannot
be played again
30 capsules every 3 hours
If august was my time
would I be on the same line
30 capsules every 3 hours
when it feels like no one cares
where do I run to for help
30 capsules every 3 hours
When I've gotten this low
how shall I recover
30 capsules every 3 hours
I wait to go out and enjoy the world
when my foots halfway out the door
I just don't care anymore
30 capsules every 3 hours
I don't want to be seen
I don't want to be heard
because all that I say
is ignored or brought down
anyway.
so why not take
30 capsules every 3 hours
a day?