Group stuff
"My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation..." - Kate Nash
So, the group basically consists of me, Chris, Brandt, Ted, and Karena. I can kind of feel it falling apart, which is one part sad and one part inevitable, I suppose. Brandt and Karena are in a relationship, which has been strained lately, but patched... but the thing about a patch, is that you can see the patch. But in any case, Karena and Ted have this deep friendly connection where they talk to each other about everything - when Karena was crying over Brandt, she ran to Ted. Plus, Brandt and Ted have been friends since before college. Brandt and Chris have been friends since the beginning of college, and while Chris is on the outside like I am, he still "fits in" better in the role of "lethargic guy", for lack of a better term. Meanwhile, I kinda feel more and more alienated - and while I know they're not doing it on purpose, the fact is Brandt has graduated and Chris took a year off, and Karena is always doing homework, so... I don't know. Brandon and Rico and Craig were almost easier to actually talk to - I don't really feel like I can talk to anyone over here except maybe Ted, and... eh. *shrug*
Brandon texted me tonight, we may be hanging out soon, so maybe that friendship will get salvaged after all. We'll see.
I don't expect anyone on my f-list to know anything about anything I've written here, I just felt like I needed to say something to [i]someone[/i].
So, the group basically consists of me, Chris, Brandt, Ted, and Karena. I can kind of feel it falling apart, which is one part sad and one part inevitable, I suppose. Brandt and Karena are in a relationship, which has been strained lately, but patched... but the thing about a patch, is that you can see the patch. But in any case, Karena and Ted have this deep friendly connection where they talk to each other about everything - when Karena was crying over Brandt, she ran to Ted. Plus, Brandt and Ted have been friends since before college. Brandt and Chris have been friends since the beginning of college, and while Chris is on the outside like I am, he still "fits in" better in the role of "lethargic guy", for lack of a better term. Meanwhile, I kinda feel more and more alienated - and while I know they're not doing it on purpose, the fact is Brandt has graduated and Chris took a year off, and Karena is always doing homework, so... I don't know. Brandon and Rico and Craig were almost easier to actually talk to - I don't really feel like I can talk to anyone over here except maybe Ted, and... eh. *shrug*
Brandon texted me tonight, we may be hanging out soon, so maybe that friendship will get salvaged after all. We'll see.
I don't expect anyone on my f-list to know anything about anything I've written here, I just felt like I needed to say something to [i]someone[/i].