Life in general.
So I've been depressed a lot lately. Missed the deadline for an audition, don't know what I'm going to do for summer now. The director hates everything about my design displays for ACTF, so it looks like I may not be going. I really want to, and am prepared to fight for it, but all the money I've spent and all the time and effort I've put in apparently means nothing. I don't know what I'm going to do about money. I have a $90 hospital bill from the accident, then a $600 insurance payment due in March, then at the end of the year I'll still owe $950, give or take.
I don't know what to do. It seems so trite and cliche to say I've been depressed to the point of suicidal tendencies, but I have thought about it. Fleeting thoughts, but still.
I don't know what to do. It seems so trite and cliche to say I've been depressed to the point of suicidal tendencies, but I have thought about it. Fleeting thoughts, but still.