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WHY?!

Sep 06, 2004 22:22

DAMNIT!!! AGAIN!!! why am i doing this?? im just making myself more miserable by bringing my hopes up... i wish it would all just change!! i dont wanna feel this anymore... its obviously usless... you think youre getting close, then all of a sudden you get slapped in the face, even tho a small part of you knew it was coming ( Read more... )

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band_loser_55 September 8 2004, 16:43:24 UTC

hey jo, why wont you talk to me anymore? seriously ive tryed so hard to make the effort or whatever and you still wont, you dont even return my smiles anymore. this is really killing me theres so much drama going on, why should we get seperated. we were so perfect together....in the most non-lesbian way of course.....but i miss you tons

culinary_chick September 8 2004, 16:58:59 UTC

kt, i just had to get away... some people may be able to tolerate it, but i just could not stand the quote unquote drama... i hate it and think its the most stupid crap ever! so ive been trying to stay away from band drama carriers, and most of band itself... ive been sinking myself in with other people so i could for once not have to worry about anything at all. like today, i sat with my friend kevin and his fellow football players during lunch today, rather than finding some band people to sit with... and it was so nice! we talked and laughed and it had nothing to do with band or band people! and thats just all i needed... i still love band, of course... but i couldnt stand the band peoples drama anymore and just- ahh!! i like not having to take sides... you gotta understand...

band_loser_55 September 9 2004, 12:45:52 UTC

joleen....you're right...i think everyone in band should stay away from each other for about a week.....lol you relized that band drama is stupid!! and it is...i knew that but i kept getting pulled in...maybe i should do that and go find some new crowd of friends instead of just band friends....i mean not like that but i mean i already have other friends but just as close...i don't know....you're great and i still know how you feel...more then ever now that i know who you're talking about...

band_loser_55 September 9 2004, 13:13:44 UTC

who was it anyway? heh

??? culinary_chick September 9 2004, 18:32:31 UTC

who wants to know? if people stop posting anonymously, maybe youll find out what you wanna know

band_loser_55 September 9 2004, 19:42:52 UTC

jo you know that ive tryed to stop everything, i tryed to fix all the crap with cathy, i fixed everything with danielle and lindsay, i dont talk about anyone anymore so theres gotta be another reason why you can just pick up and leave your best friend. But if you are done talking to me, at least give me all my crap back...ear rings, my blue skirt, my orange shorts, my kitty shirt, and whatever else you have of mine. After all i did for you now your just gunna leave, thats so messed up.

culinary_chick September 10 2004, 12:33:59 UTC

damn, katie... after all you did for me? sure, we had some good times... but youve done other crap that didnt benefit at all... and all i said to you was that i needed space... see, you always do this, assume something from someone without knowing everything... but if all you want is your crap back... then how about giving me jess' cds that i have been asking for back? and my movies... anastasia, my ballet, rocky horror picture show, and im pretty sure we left marcs beauty and the beast there too... but if this is how you want it to be, then fine... your choice... i dont care

band_loser_55 September 13 2004, 16:39:44 UTC

dude you know you did more than just get some space, you totally deserted me. And seriously i did do so much crap for you, you needed a ride somewhere, my mom did it, you didnt have money, i payed. and yea i know your parents worked all the time but you could have at least thanked my mom for the hundreds of rides she gave you. Jessi never had a problem with thanking her for dinner and a ride. And i really dont want to be in a fight with you, im not fighting with anyone at all. and yea i do want my stuff back, only cuz i need it and ill get you your stuff as soon as i go to my dads house, but it wont be for a month, hes outa town for the next 3 weekends. i think this all started cuz you got mad that i was hanging out with jen more and you were just mad that jen was getting more attention than you. that and your "person" told you to get better friends cuz i wasnt good enough.

culinary_chick September 13 2004, 17:33:25 UTC

damnit katie, geez... youre making crap up again... thats not how it "started"... it was an accumulation of all that had been going on, and then finally it just got overwhelming, and i got space from almost everyone! not just you... there were only a few people i was still with until school began, and i started thinking about other stuff... and i talked to you about this before... that i always did thank your mom for rides and for dinner! i always did! and you were telling me that your mom was mad cuz MY mom didnt thank her... not me... so you just changed that situation around... but like i said, not everything you did benefitted me... i know you apologized and all about outer banx, but my mom and marc never forgot! so i had to deal with that for so long! half the time my mom wouldnt let me do anything with you cuz she didnt trust you anymore. always telling me i should think ahead and consider getting new friends when school started... but i stuck up for you, saying i didnt need new friends, and always trying to convince her that ( ... )

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