Why am I so stupid? Steeling my resolve. Again. Stupid, STUPID post. Stupid.

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I am SUCH an idiot. I just realized again what I've done and I'm just astounded that I could do something that stupid. What was I thinking? What sent me over that balcony? What did I want SO bad and how was I THAT drunk? I've been asking for it for a long time and we've all known that. I just hate that I had to learn it the hard way.