Why do I do this to myself?? I have been thinking about LJ lately for some weird unknown reason. I really just wanted to read what I was thinking about while I was in the hospital eleven LONG years ago. Then I started reading tags and I've read much about Brandon, Nic, Aaron.... and MORE than enough (but not even a weeks worth) of my life in ( Read more... )

I just had a mind-blowing realization tonight.  It really opened my eyes.  The single, scariest thing about life, is that you can't turn it off.  You can't rewind it.  You can close your eyes, stamp your feet, throw a tantrum, and pretend that it isn't happening.  You can't wish it away.  And really, you can't control it, it controls you ( Read more... )

I never thought this would be my life....

Isn't it funny how some people get exactly what they want out of life? And that they get it so soon? And you have to think they must be the happiest people on Earth ( Read more... )