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3 more days and i get to see her. i had no idea that these 11 days were going to last sooo long. it feels like it has been a month since ive seen her. im going to lose my breath and be speechless when she walks into my room on sunday morning. she truly is the love of my life. life seems so empty w/out her. i wish i could express to her how much i care about her. i can but i dont think she has any idea just how much i need her in my life. she makes everything complete in my life.
tonight we are having a party and it is going to suck that she will not be there but it will be alot of fun b/c all my friends will be there. last night i went to the rose and invited everyone. even people i dont really know. we will see who all shows up.
i am going to ky to visit my family in july for like 4 days. i cant wait to see my new niece and nephew. i really miss my mom. i wish i could hug her right now. from what i hear my family is doing well back home. im glad for that, i worry about them all the time. my mama is really excited to see me. that makes me feel good:-)
okay im dont being sad and depressed now. on to a happier not.......pride is this weekend and i am sooo excited. ive never been to a pride here in seattle. the ones back home were cool but kinda small. i hear there are going to be over 100,000 people this year. this year i will have a girlfriend to share it with. thats right there is the best part. friday is jordins show. im really excited about that too. she will do magnificent im sure like always. i love to watch her perform, shes sooo hawt! love you zanzie:-) now im at work getting all excited about shit and i still have to be here for like 7 more hours. blahhhh