ugh...exes...
So...I'm rather confused right now. What gives an ex of 4 freaking years ago the right to just completely lay out and bitch at you and just say some really mean, hurtful things that they claim are "true and you need to hear them."?? Seriously...how can you come at me 4 years later and tell me you're the same person you were and I'm the same person I was???????? Neither of us are who we were back then and we won't be again. How can you tell me to just shrug off my past and "GROW THE FUCK UP AND MOVE ON"??? What right do you have to say that shit to me?! The past helps shape us to what we are and no, I'm not over my past and you know what~~get the hell over it!!! Sorry I can't just brush the past 21 years under the rug and be like "nope, that never existed." You think you're so wonderful and that you're so mature and know all there is to know...well you don't. I would love to see how you would react if your future daughter goes through the hell that I've been through in my life. I don't blame my problems on other people~~there are some things, yes, that are caused by other people because of what they did. I'm sorry I don't react to everything the way that you do and I'm sorry I don't just shun people because you don't like them. On top of that, I'm sorry I somehow pissed your friends off~~oh, wait, that's right~~I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! They didn't like me because you were with me. Grow up, idiot, learn that you aren't some wonderful guy that I screwed over. I use to regret the day I decided I had feelings for you, but I did grow up and I did look back on it and I realized quite a bit about it.
1). I don't regret dating you because there were times you made me happy and I don't regret times that I did exactly what I wanted to do when I did them.
2). I do, however, regret some times spent with you because they have scarred me for life.
3). I took the high road and forgave you for the crap that happened~~I took the first step to mend a broken bridge.
Seriously, though...what freaking right in this world to talk down to me???!!! Like you're so damn special, like you have everything in this world. You look down on me because I'm not financially stable, because I'm still living at home with my parents~~open your eyes~~you live with yours, idiot! Oh yeah, let's not forget my parents are paying my insurance/truck payment until I find a job; but oh wait...your parents bought you a truck and paid it off for you without you paying a dime. Don't talk crap to me, don't pretend you're better than me~~you're not. Don't sit here and tell me what I did and didn't do in our relationship because you have no clue what went on when you weren't around~~you just assumed I was a whore and screwed every guy that told me he had the hots for me. Well, guess what~~you're wrong...AGAIN!!! Surprise, Surprise~~NOT! So you want to talk crap to me again, let's go...I hit you with bullets the last time you did, I can do it again. You think you can wear me down and scare me and make me back down, but you're wrong. I never backed down then~why would I now? You once had control of me...years ago~~don't even think I'll ever let you have that control again, you dickhead. Go rot in hell!
PEACE!
1). I don't regret dating you because there were times you made me happy and I don't regret times that I did exactly what I wanted to do when I did them.
2). I do, however, regret some times spent with you because they have scarred me for life.
3). I took the high road and forgave you for the crap that happened~~I took the first step to mend a broken bridge.
Seriously, though...what freaking right in this world to talk down to me???!!! Like you're so damn special, like you have everything in this world. You look down on me because I'm not financially stable, because I'm still living at home with my parents~~open your eyes~~you live with yours, idiot! Oh yeah, let's not forget my parents are paying my insurance/truck payment until I find a job; but oh wait...your parents bought you a truck and paid it off for you without you paying a dime. Don't talk crap to me, don't pretend you're better than me~~you're not. Don't sit here and tell me what I did and didn't do in our relationship because you have no clue what went on when you weren't around~~you just assumed I was a whore and screwed every guy that told me he had the hots for me. Well, guess what~~you're wrong...AGAIN!!! Surprise, Surprise~~NOT! So you want to talk crap to me again, let's go...I hit you with bullets the last time you did, I can do it again. You think you can wear me down and scare me and make me back down, but you're wrong. I never backed down then~why would I now? You once had control of me...years ago~~don't even think I'll ever let you have that control again, you dickhead. Go rot in hell!
PEACE!