Will It Ever End??
I have not posted in so long! I feel bad that I have not taken the time to update the people I care about most about my life. I do appologize with my whole heart. I have been logging in to read everyone's blog and have been posting comments when I can.
I have been feeling very frustrated, depressed, and tired, and just did not want to focus on negative events or things. The past couple of weeks have been busy, but at the same time not very eventful. I am sure that I am starting to get cabin fever! We had snow right at the beginning of October and it's Mid March and we still have crap loads of snow, and it continues to fall. The other day we had nearly 20 cm's fall....... AGAIN! and then it was followed by a bitter cold -26. *SIGH* I know it will end soon, but it feels like forever. I long for the days when I can come home, grab my puppy, and take him for walks.
A couple of weeks ago it warmed up for a couple of days and we discovered that we had a flood that was coming into our computer room, which then lead to our bedroom, thus resulting in us sleeping on the couch for a week. The roof (Sp?) had so much snow on top of it so when it warmed up a little bit the ice and snow got caught in the vents. Anyways, Jess had to shovel all the snow off of the roof (which currently has the same amount of snow on top of it again, and will likely have to be redone.... poor Jess!!!) Then, we had to get steam cleaners in to clean the carpet's as the house was smelling sooo bad. The end result is we are going to have to rip out the carpets for sure. We are not sure at this point if any damage was done to the walls...... time will tell.....
I had a root canal done, which then turned into an infection, which then resulted in me getting the flu. I am just recovering now, but have been very tired and cranky.
On the up side of things I got my first very own credit card, three girls in my office are pregnant one of which is my friend Alana, two other girls from where I worked last are also pregnant. Tis almost like there is something in the water ha ha ha. I am very excited for all of them. Kinda makes me wish I was having a kid but know for sure that I am in no way ready for that and neither is Jess.
I had my mid point weigh in this week. I lost 3.5 lbs, my BMI went down, and my waist line has decreased quite a bit. Tis nice to know that changing things can really help. I still have a long way to go, but I am on my way and know it will be for the better. I need to continue to improve and make changes, for a life long healthy me.
This weekend will be a low key weekend. Jess is going to get his haircut, we will do grocery shopping, get Gizmo dog food, and maybe go to the dollar store. I will then retreate to watching movies, and playing on the computer while Jess plays his games, and relaxes. I will also take time to clean the house and give Giz a bath as I have neglected that the past couple of weeks with the flood, and being sick and all.
I am going to post more when I am feeling more positive and less depressed. I have not really stated why I am depressed and feel that I don't need to write about it as it will just bring people down. I am working through issues deep withinside of myself and will be ok once I figure it all out. I appreciate everyone's love and support:) Have a great weekend everyone.
I have been feeling very frustrated, depressed, and tired, and just did not want to focus on negative events or things. The past couple of weeks have been busy, but at the same time not very eventful. I am sure that I am starting to get cabin fever! We had snow right at the beginning of October and it's Mid March and we still have crap loads of snow, and it continues to fall. The other day we had nearly 20 cm's fall....... AGAIN! and then it was followed by a bitter cold -26. *SIGH* I know it will end soon, but it feels like forever. I long for the days when I can come home, grab my puppy, and take him for walks.
A couple of weeks ago it warmed up for a couple of days and we discovered that we had a flood that was coming into our computer room, which then lead to our bedroom, thus resulting in us sleeping on the couch for a week. The roof (Sp?) had so much snow on top of it so when it warmed up a little bit the ice and snow got caught in the vents. Anyways, Jess had to shovel all the snow off of the roof (which currently has the same amount of snow on top of it again, and will likely have to be redone.... poor Jess!!!) Then, we had to get steam cleaners in to clean the carpet's as the house was smelling sooo bad. The end result is we are going to have to rip out the carpets for sure. We are not sure at this point if any damage was done to the walls...... time will tell.....
I had a root canal done, which then turned into an infection, which then resulted in me getting the flu. I am just recovering now, but have been very tired and cranky.
On the up side of things I got my first very own credit card, three girls in my office are pregnant one of which is my friend Alana, two other girls from where I worked last are also pregnant. Tis almost like there is something in the water ha ha ha. I am very excited for all of them. Kinda makes me wish I was having a kid but know for sure that I am in no way ready for that and neither is Jess.
I had my mid point weigh in this week. I lost 3.5 lbs, my BMI went down, and my waist line has decreased quite a bit. Tis nice to know that changing things can really help. I still have a long way to go, but I am on my way and know it will be for the better. I need to continue to improve and make changes, for a life long healthy me.
This weekend will be a low key weekend. Jess is going to get his haircut, we will do grocery shopping, get Gizmo dog food, and maybe go to the dollar store. I will then retreate to watching movies, and playing on the computer while Jess plays his games, and relaxes. I will also take time to clean the house and give Giz a bath as I have neglected that the past couple of weeks with the flood, and being sick and all.
I am going to post more when I am feeling more positive and less depressed. I have not really stated why I am depressed and feel that I don't need to write about it as it will just bring people down. I am working through issues deep withinside of myself and will be ok once I figure it all out. I appreciate everyone's love and support:) Have a great weekend everyone.