Mar 21, 2006 09:55
i feel so displaced, it only recently hit me that the rest of the world kept on turning in my leave.
so much has changed.
i am so afraid of this world.
i am so unprepaired.
how do people deal with everything?
"i'm so scared that i'll never get put back together."
i'm cold, sweating, anxious, nervious, haven't slept in days, i just want this to go away but what happens then? What is normal? How does it feel? Is it something I can handle? I need something.
just for today.
jules