Comments | cuddlebabyjess: goodbye forever i'm lost

cuddlebabyjess

goodbye forever i'm lost

Aug 31, 2005 10:14

even through all this i always thought that she'd come back to me, that she'd stand by me again someday. well that thought has been completely eliminated and now i am forever abandoned and alone. i thought the betrayal was temporary that it was what worked in the moment but now i know it won't be. this is permanent. this is eternal. this is what it ( Read more... )

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exactly kill_creation August 31 2005, 23:45:46 UTC

i can't even imagine true-er words ever spoken
sad but true

cuddlebabyjess September 1 2005, 01:28:04 UTC

yes it is sad. it's tragic but tragedy happens. and we move on from it. this is me moving on. i figured you felt the same way but i didn't want to say it was from both of us. i didn't want to speak for you. you have to make up your own mind about the entire situation and i don't want you just agreeing with me because that's how i feel. you really need to think about things and see what you want to do. i think this is the best choice for everyone but only time will tell. one can only make the decisions they feel are best for them you can't choose for someone else. she made her choice, and i've made mine, now it's up to you. i think you've made that choice long before either of us did but i want you to really think about it before you do or say anything permanent. you can't go back in time you can only go forward. but we won't be alone on that journey. we have eachother. forever and always i'm by yourside and you're in my heart. and i know they same is true from you. i just want my bex back. don't leave me. i love you.

punkrawkjamie September 2 2005, 14:28:08 UTC

hey hey hey
how about....
no being sad?

your not alone dirtresearch September 2 2005, 17:28:08 UTC

you keep saying that your alone YOUR NOT ALONE! I'm still here bex is still here and jammie is still here. you haven't talked to me about the whole thing since you called to tell me what she did. you've been distant from me since then your also staying in your shell and wont talk to me. I know no one can replace her or what she means to you. I miss my jess I need my jess back I love you and nothing will ever change that.