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shit sucks. i can't even say college is going to save my life because honestly, i'd probably just be kidding myself. Unlike everyone else im not excited for; prom, the shore, graduation and/or summer. I can't remember the last time i truly smiled, and i kind of regret my entire life. whatever. Trust me, i'd love to just snap my fingers and be out of this slump, but its been like this since at the latest month december ( maybe even before that) and i'm becoming used to things being so shitty. I don't even think i see a light at the end of my tunnel, and i most definetley don't see a silver lining to my cloud. Nothing will fix it, not an event or person or new chapter and things will never be the same. whatever.