*sigh* Perfect weekend...now I'm FREEZING!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! I THINK I AM GOING TO FREEZE TO DEATH TONITE!!! It's 18 degrees outside and my heater in my dorm room does not work!! It feels like it is 18 degrees in here as well!! I can't feel my fingers and I can see my breath! This is bullshit!!! I wish Kyle were here... :-/
I had a really good time up in Winchester this weekend, visiting Kyle and meeting his friends. I got there around 6:30 on Friday night, after a 4 hour drive (bleh) but it was well worth it. I dont like being apart from him, we have so much fun together...he's so perfect! However, in a weird way, the distance could possibly make us grow closer...plus, it's only until the summer, then he'll be back here for a few months!
Anyway, on Friday we went out to dinner then came back to his room and watched Dodgeball, funny movie. We were both pretty tired tho, so we went to bed soon after the movie was over. That's my favorite place to be with him...in bed! I love kissing him, and cuddling with him, it feels like our bodies are perfect for each other...I think we are perfect for each other, it's a good balance. We woke up on Sat. morning to a bunch of snow... I typically hate the snow, but I didnt mind it so much...it didnt feel so cold, plus, when I'm with Kyle, everything seems to be a bit better than normal. We hung around his room most of the day, except for a short walk to go get some subs for lunch, then later that night we went to his friend Erik's house. We had a good time, played Beer pong, You're Fucked, and Pyramid/Bullshit Pyramid (at least I think thats what its called) I ended up drinking A LOT...and when we got back to Kyle's dorm I got sick...bleh! It was shitty...but at least I didnt have much of a hangover this morning! Kyle was sweet, he was giving me water and making sure I was okay... (sorry about that babe!! haha, but I'm sure one day I will be taking care of your drunk ass as well! :-P ) We fell asleep, then this morning came...the dreaded day, I had to leave :`( We got up around 11 then went to get some food, I got gas then headed home around 1... it was sad leaving, but we have it somewhat planned for him to come here in two weeks...soooo *crosses fingers!*
Even tho it sucked leaving, the drive back was actually kind of nice today. It was beautiful (looking...it was really like 20 degrees...haha!) and I had the radio blasted! There was good music the whole way home, and I had time to think about stuff...which is usually pretty good. When I was thinking, I realized that my life is right on track. Things are going perfect for me right now...I'm doing good in school, I've got the best friends in the whole world, my family is good, my life is going in the right direction, and, of course, I've got the perfect boy... Nothing in my life is upsetting to me and everything is heading in the right direction. The only problem I am having right now is trying to figure out what I want to do with my life now... I have NO CLUE what I want to major in... I came to school thinking Political Science but now I dont think I want to do that anymore... I am interested in Psychology, I'm passionate about Marine Biology (with a concentration in Marine Mammals) but I dont think I am strong enough in Math to do well at it... same with being a Vet...I've wanted to be a veterinarian since as long as I can remember, but I am definitely not smart enough to do it... So, I dunno... but I figure it will resolve itself in time.... I am considering doing an internship at the NOAA place in Va. Beach or the VMSM (Virginia Marine Science Museum) or with the Stranding Center... I am working on that tho...my problem with being a marine biologist is that it doesnt pay all that well...and unfortunately for me, I like money...I like having nice things, etc...I NEED a good paying career! Well...I think I am finished...that's all I can think of for now anyway...Until next time...
Yours Truly,
MC