everything is ok now.
okay, last night something happened that has never before happened in all of forever. me and my dad had a conversation. a real one. where neither of us yelled. an he actually said i had lost weight and was looking really good. its the first time hes ever said it. i was so happy i was about to burst. but of course there was still the promblem of me and brad on my mind. and i asked my dad if we could talk about anything and he said ´If you cant talk to me that im your dad who else is gonna tell you the best advice possible?´ so i took him up on it. and we talked about brad! and he didnt yell he didnt treat me like i was 5. he told me as long as i liked him and he respected me that he would meet him. and in that moment i realized that i dont have to wait until october to deicide what i want. i KNOW what i want. i want to be happy like i was before. i want brad. so after an hour and a half convo with my dad me and brad officially were together again. thanx to everybody who gave me advice and help and listened when i was in need. i love you guys and girls. I LOVE BRAD. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
-green eyes
-green eyes