Aug 22, 2005 13:36
I have'nt written on this for about a month or so, but I have some
things to say. Last something really bad happened. You will all find
out eventually. And I felt so alone and horrible. I broke numerous
things. I yelled I was fucking hysterical. But, above everything else
I felt alone. I felt like I wanted to die. Then, my big brother Sean
calls me up and he knows. He asks if I can have visitors. I said yeah.
He tells me he'll be over in a couple of minutes. I call again after
like 10 mins and this time, Matt picks up. I dont realize at first but
Matt was coming too. They were both gonna get in trouble with their
moms(it was almost 10) and they still came. Sean, Matt, I love you
both so much. I can never put in words how much I appreciate you guys
coming. See alby, thats why I say their my big brothers. Because in
moment where I felt completely unloved, alone, distressed, they were
there. And thanks to you too. Thanks for trying to make me feel better.
I love you for that. Guys, Ill never forget everything you did for me.
I hope I can be as good of a little sister, as you guys are big
brothers. Thank you.
P.S: Brad can go fuck himself. With a ten foot pole.
-green eyes