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this is a stream-of-consciouness. so bare with it if you're gonna read it at all.
#1) rule in life, there is no time for you to put yourself down, there will always be somebody to do that for you, why not believe in yourself and go someone and not hold back.
#2)i went to a liquor store today, and picked up stuff, how fucking amusing are most of you, not to say really annoying, but you're still pretty entertaining. i like these social experiments, seriously. so the game was entertaining too, don't really remember, don't really care. i like how im getting more and more assertive with people, and how im making it more and more obvious when im opposed to you.
oh yea, by the way; its a huge compliment if i actually like you. seriously, its a huge compliment.
it means i dont think you're
-entirely self-serving
-conceited
-think you're too "cool" for people
-too uptight
-more that i can't think of/dont want to right now.
dude everyone entertains the hell out of me.
i'm getting pretty conceited, can't help it, don't really want to either,
and its not even like how you think i mean, just thinking i'm "above" those who believe they are
"above" other people. thats not being hypocritcal, its enacting some karma.
but the more i think about it, what the hell have i gotten out of being humble for the past years of my whole life. the more i think about it, nothing. its the annoying and self-appointing people that get anything. im not gonan miss out. i'll kill you if you get in my way, in a way you won't even realize. so basically, concerning girls, im too good for you, because you all think you're too good for me, because im not all over the place, which i will be happy about in years to come when stds are all over the place and everyone really finds out how quick some of these things like hiv are going around. im not paranoid, its true. what you do now, comes back to you later, its true, all the time. karma.
like i feel as though my "heart" is hardening over as the days pass, or icing over.
there's a huge difference. ice melts to nothing, stone splinters.
im happy with myself, seriously, really happy.
i know im a good person, and i know i have decent qualities, and i know i don't have everything going for me, but i have a few things, and in comparison to alot of these other losers girls date, thats alot more than them. so offically going on that status. dont worry about it.
i love being tipsy
#1) rule in life, there is no time for you to put yourself down, there will always be somebody to do that for you, why not believe in yourself and go someone and not hold back.
#2)i went to a liquor store today, and picked up stuff, how fucking amusing are most of you, not to say really annoying, but you're still pretty entertaining. i like these social experiments, seriously. so the game was entertaining too, don't really remember, don't really care. i like how im getting more and more assertive with people, and how im making it more and more obvious when im opposed to you.
oh yea, by the way; its a huge compliment if i actually like you. seriously, its a huge compliment.
it means i dont think you're
-entirely self-serving
-conceited
-think you're too "cool" for people
-too uptight
-more that i can't think of/dont want to right now.
dude everyone entertains the hell out of me.
i'm getting pretty conceited, can't help it, don't really want to either,
and its not even like how you think i mean, just thinking i'm "above" those who believe they are
"above" other people. thats not being hypocritcal, its enacting some karma.
but the more i think about it, what the hell have i gotten out of being humble for the past years of my whole life. the more i think about it, nothing. its the annoying and self-appointing people that get anything. im not gonan miss out. i'll kill you if you get in my way, in a way you won't even realize. so basically, concerning girls, im too good for you, because you all think you're too good for me, because im not all over the place, which i will be happy about in years to come when stds are all over the place and everyone really finds out how quick some of these things like hiv are going around. im not paranoid, its true. what you do now, comes back to you later, its true, all the time. karma.
like i feel as though my "heart" is hardening over as the days pass, or icing over.
there's a huge difference. ice melts to nothing, stone splinters.
im happy with myself, seriously, really happy.
i know im a good person, and i know i have decent qualities, and i know i don't have everything going for me, but i have a few things, and in comparison to alot of these other losers girls date, thats alot more than them. so offically going on that status. dont worry about it.
i love being tipsy