new letter from Mike

Apr 09, 2006 11:07

Hey baby, 4/6/06
What's up? Not a lot here, chilling..It is like 9:10pm, I am in lock down right now, listening to the radio. It's the same routine every ####### night..Lock down at 9pm, turn on the radio and work out. Mostly on my abs, sometimes my chest..depends on what day it is. The music keeps me motivated..Just one other thing that keeps me sane.
Thank you for the pics baby, you look great. You are so sexy...even being pregnant you look awesome.
I hope you had a good birthday baby..I am really sorry I couldn't be with you..I really am. I will make it up to you girl..I promise. I know I promised to be out by your birthday, but things just didn't work out..and that's definitely my fault, because I could of been out a lot sooner, I regret it now. I been here to long. I came in with like 22 months until discharge and now I am down to 7. Straight time. If I was to stay the last 7 months, I would have the 2nd longest straight stay in here..First is 24 months and like 20 days, he just got out last weekend. I am obviously not going to do that..lol. I been here to long already..and this is just my committed time in Charleston. All the rest of my #### is off the record. I am sorry I couldn't be out for your b-day though..I do feel pretty bad about that, considering I promised you I would be. I'll make it up to you though..no doubt.
I wouldn't worry to much about Flood trying to kidnap or take custody of the baby..Somehow I don't really see that happening. Don't you worry girl, I would protect you and the baby at any cost. I would never let anything happen to either of you.
I have absolutely no idea when I am getting out of here. Don't let that scare you...lol. I have a rough idea, but things are so complicated right now. I need to have a meeting with my Dad and Mother for me to go onto phase 4..but my Dad and Boo are still in Virginia. I talked to them both on my pass. They won't be back until around easter..next weekend. There is confusion about where I am going to be living and before I go on to phase 4, there needs to be a definite plan..meaning I need my Dad here so this place can set up a meeting. It's very frustrating on me. I got to have at least 4 weeks of level 4 on phase 4 to leave..so I really need to get on phase 4. I may be able to work something out where the past 2 or 3 weeks I been on level 4 carry over, but I don't know...and then of course there is the #### they want me to do when I am out of here..that #### really pisses me off...I will worry about that after I get out of here though.
I don't remember if I told you or not, but I have a pass next weekend..over easter. 15th-17th. 48 hours instead of 24. I will be home around 3:30pm Sat.(15th) and be back by 1:00pm Monday (17th). I hope I get to talk to you..I miss you like crazy girl..but don't stress over it. Just hook me up with your number..and you got my number, so it's all good...
Baby, I can't get over how good you look. You and your baby work well together. I bet she is going to be a cute little girl..not as cute as her mommy though..
Your perfume drove me wild today. You got style girl. It made me miss, think, and day dream about you even more..I didn't even know that was possible. I had a smile on my face before I even read the letter. Your teasing me girl..I should have you in my arms right now, letting you know how much you mean to me, but unfortunately, tonight, that's not going to happen..I don't even know if I could find the words to describe how I feel about you and at this point, here and now, I don't know if I could make the words go deep enough. I am sure if I had you in my arms right now, it would all come to me. Your very special to me baby..I can't believe how much you mean to me and the feelings I feel for you, considering how long I have known you and the fact I have not seen you in person yet. It's unbelievable, actually kind of scary to be honest with you...but I am not worried about it. I will never hurt you girl, lie to you, cheat on you, or do you wrong in any way..I think I remember you telling me you get jealous very easily..Well baby you won't have to worry about that, because you'll be the center of my attention..you already are.
I think I am going to pass out for the night. I am pretty tired. I miss you so much girl. I will be thinking of you girl..like always..Sweet dreams...
Michael

By the way, I asked you on the quiz:
If you could ask me anything, what would it be? You asked me why I am so sweet to you..
It's because your my everything girl...it took me a while to answer it because I actually thought about it..
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