Sep 01, 2004 20:29
It never stops. The burning in my chest. Burns like sunlight burns. Pain. Pain is good. It takes away the voices.
No one wants to end this. I tried to do it myself. Tried to walk into the sunshine and just let the fire take me. Burn me. Burn away the voices, the flesh, until nothing is left but the dust.
You don't get to burn. Not yet. You didn't just let me die.
I'll burn! I'll burn in hell. You can't prevent that.
We don't want to stop you, monster. Do it. Step into the sunshine.
Yes. The sunshine. I'll step into the sunshine. Except it's dark outside. I can't burn if there is no sun.
You can find a flame. You burned me with candles and matches. Don't you remember?
I remember. Go away. I remember everything.
You didn't even burn me. You made me watch you kill my sister and then you hurt me. But never with a flame.
*bangs head against the wall, mumbles*
A flame. I need a flame. Fire makes pain. Burn me. Burn me. BURN ME.