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The more i read that email that Amit sent random people..sri..(not so random)..but then to Dale and Ross?? I mean c'mon. THe more i read it .. the more pissed I get. Half that shit i didn't say. More and More i get pissed. More and More i just want to call sri up. let him know. but i can't. all this bullshit. I could have done one thing..one thing..not talk to amit anymore..i thought amit would have been a good friend..i didn't want to just stop talking to him..and it really cost me mine and sri's relationship..for what? FOR WHAT?..Sri's been the only thing that matters lately..here i am crying for him..knowing he'll read it and believe it..b/c he can't trust me..he has absolutely no reason to..but half of it doesn't make sense..just random things..and random things i would never say..I watched The Wimbledon..and The Little Black Book..and all i could do was wish for sri..wish him all the best..hoping he's happy..i know u guys are tired of hearing it..but its all i can think about..how much i love him..and how much i ruined it..and that i ahd the chance..and threw it away..b/c i didn't want to be rude..but in the end i had to..and it cost me..more than i wanted it to..