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Well. Whatever. I guess Lauren and Sri just aren't going to be. Don't get me wrong. I am going to keep trying my aims on him. I love him. I want to change my ways for him. Now, however, it might not be possible. The guy i met in b'ham a long time ago, he sent an email to him showing some of our conversations that i had with him. lol. whatever. half that stuff i didn't say. He's just mad b/c i don't want to talk to him anymore. however. i don't expect sri to believe me. Sri has a right to. Its just sad. No matter how much i want him. He is no longer going to want me. I messed up those 2.5 years. Those wonderful years. All b/c of me. It ll all come back to me in my karma. I am holding on to that coin and that wish. The wish i made for sri. I hope it comes true. I pray that it comes true.