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I couldn't be spontaneous and go to the beach thursday night with Cyd and marissa (though I really wish I could have) instead I came home for a night.
I want to discuss the realities that exist in my life. But I don't know what they are. It feels like everything that could be deemed as real is questionable fantasy.
Biggest fears (currently) = disappointing and disappointment
Steps taken in an attempt to be defined as something which may or may not be different than what it actually is. Wondering if it'll all be okay. Believing I am in fact delusional, but being okay with it.
I think I need to get a house in Athens so that I can have pets. Pugsly keeps falling asleep in my lap and it's absolutely adorable. A little while ago she was eating one of the two angels that get put on top of our christmas tree. And Rona has been playing with a rubberband all day, some how she flings it from one side of the room to the other and then chases it. It got caught under the area rug in my room and by the time I came back to my room, the rug was completely upside down. Oh the entertainment of cats.
History midterm on thursday, I really should start studying...
Procedure Proposal due in Chemistry on wednesday, I really should start looking at it...
I want to discuss the realities that exist in my life. But I don't know what they are. It feels like everything that could be deemed as real is questionable fantasy.
Biggest fears (currently) = disappointing and disappointment
Steps taken in an attempt to be defined as something which may or may not be different than what it actually is. Wondering if it'll all be okay. Believing I am in fact delusional, but being okay with it.
I think I need to get a house in Athens so that I can have pets. Pugsly keeps falling asleep in my lap and it's absolutely adorable. A little while ago she was eating one of the two angels that get put on top of our christmas tree. And Rona has been playing with a rubberband all day, some how she flings it from one side of the room to the other and then chases it. It got caught under the area rug in my room and by the time I came back to my room, the rug was completely upside down. Oh the entertainment of cats.
History midterm on thursday, I really should start studying...
Procedure Proposal due in Chemistry on wednesday, I really should start looking at it...